im so shitty
i hate naps, i hate this thursday
i lay here, i think over and over ‘i just want you” so bad, to feel you against me, hear your laugh, ugh, new years isnt soon enough,
i slept on the arm they took blood from, it fucking hurts, ugh i need to eat.. why bother.. i cant fall back asleep again, and now your just going to bed,
i fuck everrything up, urghh