its hard to remember a perfect sunrise when the rest of the day went south so fast, my plane back from florida was delayed 6 hours, i was in the aiport with 2 magazines and gum, my phone was cutoff, from 230 to 815. i dodnt get in till like 11., i had to pay a 85 dollar taxi, then, i got home and after i had specifically told everyone no party, there were 50 people in my house, i ran around and cussed everyone out, and i even got in toms toms face for no reason gaw i just had to fucking vent i hadnt smoked in four days i was so angry i felt sick to my stomach, and then while i deal with this and go get food the girl i likes thinks i was partying all fucking night or something, when i wasnt,i just wanted to see her, and now i know who stole my xbox a while back, i hope i see him soon,im glad nate came over, hes one of those friends i used to push drigs with that i dont do business anymore, were way better friends now, his girlfriend has calmed him down a tad, i like them together.
whatchickens and malts took the edge of my emoness tonight, but gaw, i didnt know i couldnt stop it if i wanted too, i but i did stop it, im not dealing with this bullshit again for awhile, i just wanna go on a doubledate or smoke some pot and be warm inside somehwere, people asking me who i was last night ” your the houseowner! whatsyourname??” SHUT UP SLUTFACE, gawdamm, wtf ever, i wanted to call you tonight and tell you all this shit thats happend,i care what you think more than you think
