June 2012
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May 2012
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i shouldnt have done all those things
i want you back i told you i wanted to party and stuff with you, because im going to partty anyway, ugh
i love you so much, all that time i never knew you would cut me off like this so soon :( im so bitter and dissapointed, no i didnt want to get married
yes i wanted to date you…..goodbyee forever i guess, blah :(
oh i didnt notcie your shot about my porn stuff on my fb, haa, coming from you that hurt worst of all,
im done………. i know i lose and i accept it…..
i was happy though, i thought you were too.., fuck…’now you just think im crazy
this is crazy, all of it… my whole life is crazy… im so.. blank right now, i just want to hold you again but i know youll...
this a sob story, a love lost story
i was a boy, and you were a girl in a hurry
you think i think your snobby
when really your just cooler than me
i think about you every second i breathe
im not a simple child
you used to think i was wild
now i just wish youd call me
i was a bucking bronco
i would let you ride me
i dont need more attention
i just need a little of yours
i love when you...
i know yo care about me, please dont be scared about the future, im not like the others, i chresihs yoy in my heart, you know i do, ugh
whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhwy………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………R...
the kid didnt come out of his house
my now (ex_) just said she wanted to do drugs and party instead of being with me, i wish it wasnt like that, i would party with her when i move down to her, but shes obviously done, ive never been so sad in my life, ive never been so good to someone in my life, i didnt cheat, i wasnt controlling, i talked to her for years before we ever met, im so dissapointed, im so sad, nothing will be ok again,...
going out to fight.
nervous
excited
ready
muscles are bugging out waiting to be used for violence.
here we GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
extasty-me bitching-getting dumped
my life never changes
Can’t lose something , that you never really had..
sixstarbabe:
New haircut, Abercrombie clothes = instant dick!
hey fuck you i didnt even buy any clothes? your being dumb lols, i couldnt even roll tonight bc i was thinking of you im at home with a wine bttoel and sleeping pills ttytl lol
the last 2 days…been great, haircut, sold my car, getting ready for my new scene at cd next week, i look great, i FEEL so great right now, yesterday i swolled it up and then bought a beer and went to bluehole and skipped rocks for an hour or 2 by myself, there were a few people there, this one family whos kid skips rocks with me, he looks like hes 10 or so haha, there nice, one time they...
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Girls in rolly polli phase - cold, lying, terrible.
There’s a cold fist welling deep within my heart, its, fear..so much fucking fear and spite for whatever this is going to be like, argh, I want to puke. Why does thus happen? I must be so lame now, but for me I’m either all in drugs or out, I hate what you just did, I’ve always been on the edge about trusting but now my poor...
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i like it now everytime i hear the wild one song come on. cause you sing like an angel.
ive never been with anyone who can sing as sweetly as you :)
hmmm, so how can i good day full not worry about anything turn into such a shitstorm? i cant even focus on work tonight, im so angry, i just want to stop being so angry, its too much,
i just want to fight, its been awhile, next time im at bluehole ill start shit with someone,
rawr
there were 2 pauses in the abovebetweens
i feel better, but still really, why god! i need to let go,
i need to go...
i sit up in this early morning watching out my window for you, its lame but i cant help it, i was mad at you this week but after this weekend i couldnt be again, your soft skin and lips addict me over and over again, my both lustful and sweet nature is always just ready to feel you again, waves of guilty pleasure roll over me as i relive the minutes and hours and seconds i spend with you, i...
TODAY SEAN HOLMES THE PORNSTAR TOLD ME I WAS THE...
#toopornstarformyowngood
talk shit about me getting fucked in the ass, lol
go ahead, someone go and talk shit, or vicky , go and wirte about it lol, i love when people bring that into arguements agisnt me, exspecially if they have no like jobs… or cars… or bills… etc, lol nobodys always have something to say about me, i have nothing really to say to them, because i simply do not care, and they arent...
Today I was a man, I didn’t take what was easy, I remain with s perfect record. I thought about a lot while you were sleeping, I love seeing you … I’ll be last priority, but that’s fine,! I’m the luckiest guy in the world…. :) your going to be famous someday, or rich, but most of all happy. I won’t try to make you unhappy again
Wake up in da morning feeling Luke lame as fuck,
sometimes i wonder…
oh, welll, ended up making bank tonight, sweet, so gonna catch a k this week before the pay period ends!
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so tonight i see on my girlfriends tumblr, that my ex vicky, who was origianlly the one who called me skinny, faggot, etc, all kinds of shit everyday, who broke me down and made me into a pussy bitch, who hated me working out with my friends cuz she wanted to talk to me, and then fucked my gym partner, did steriods with him, and basiically is only even decent because she broke out all her teeth on...
I woke up this morning and found out my moms dying.. doctors don’t know why….I love you mom… I love you …
im going crazy
fuck you!!!!
why do i care about you so much now!!! we dont even talk! the fuck!
ugh
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just.. wish you were around so fucking bad…
i have it in my mind noone gives a fuck in my real life, and i somehow lost all my friends getting drunk this spring.
sigh
nighttime or daytime,
solo dolo
i keep tellig myself to stay busy and i wont care, but i see these people all happy hanging out and im like, i want that. tonight aaron told his girlfriend he cheated n her (hes been woith her 3 years) at a party while she was in austrialia,...
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