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Halo/Walkin’ On Sunshine - Glee Cast
better than beyonce’s in all honesty. and ALMOST better than katrina & the waves
Today, I had a dream I was in World War II. I pulled out a grenade pin with my teeth. I woke up to a screaming girlfriend with a bloody nipple and a ring in my mouth. FML
Courage is the discovery that you may not win, and trying when you know you can lose.
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| — | Tom Krause (via fuckyeahhappy) |
honestly
blowing my head off seems appropriate, ive fucked up things with my girlfriend, my parents, my friends, school. its a huge swirling mess of dillemas that make me want to scream, im so afraid me and vicky cant get back to even at least, it makes things so much worse, i hate how emotional i am…but this is what austin must of felt, this is what i get. i hate everything right now. but ill never hate you. dammit i want to walk over right now, i want to call u and say things are fine, i want to make a’s and b’s i want to get my phone back. i want to have money again. i want to have fun again. i need you. but its too much, im just waiting for you to get me back, or just lose feelings for me altogether. so i guess im letting this go, im letting us go because i just want to see if youll actually fight for it. and me. isnt that fucked? i swear i get more complicated the longer i breathe. isnt that fucked up? that i love you to fucking death and i dont think you do right now. and isnt that fucked up? when you kept calling him so funnyyy isnt that so fucked up…i dont even knoww
you are the best and the worst thing in my life; you have the ability to raise me up and knock me down. to give me life and to steal my joy. to remind me of what it is to be loved and to break my lonely heart. and so, in saying this; you are the best and worst thing in my life. i am saying to you, right now, today; i need you to be gentle with me. i’ve had my fair share of heartache and trials, of brokenness and pain. i’ve had my mornings of tears and my evenings of confusion. i’ve had my weeks of lost days and my months of not understanding myself. and i am fragile for all of these reasons. but i have been through enough to know, that you are worth experiencing entirely. that you are worth opening up to and letting go of the past for. that although i am broken; although i am scared. although i am still finding my way in this crazy mixed up world. although saying yes to you is giving you the power to let my heart live or kick it into the dirt. i will, someday, allow myself to love you. because you, are the best and worst thing in my life; and i couldn’t think of anyone more beautifully imperfect to take the place of best and worst in my life, than you. if you will have me… i’d like nothing more, than to be yours. - by littleteaspoon.tumblr.com
