Resonance

i shouldnt have done all those things

i want you back i told you i wanted to party and stuff with you, because im going to partty anyway, ugh

i love you so much, all that time i never knew you would cut me off like this so soon :( im so bitter and dissapointed, no i didnt want to get married

yes i wanted to date you…..goodbyee forever i guess, blah :(

oh i didnt notcie your shot about my porn stuff on my fb, haa, coming from you that hurt worst of all,

im done………. i know i lose and i accept it…..

i was happy though, i thought you were too.., fuck…’now you just think im crazy

this is crazy, all of it… my whole life is crazy… im so.. blank right now, i just want to hold you again but i know youll never be mine :( im done on tumblr, i always have spurts, when i meet a girl, i can write and write, poems and things about them i like and shit, shit about my life, my candles blown out once again. into the dark i decend. i only was a a parttyying gaypornstar drug user to get over a girl,

when i met you i found a way out, and it was amazing, now again i go

my summers are the craziest sex filled drug binges ive ever even heard of,

my life is something people couldnt even make up

my only true regret ill ever have is not having someone to spend it with.